RIP My precious Luna

Here i am , again with sad news ... My fur baby Luna died last friday 12/12/2014 at the age of 13,5 .
I'm still broken and now even more , because i miss him so darn hard . He was my angel , my precious , my everything . He was very brave , but he was really at the end of his disease . I have done everything i could and even now i keep asking myself if i could have done more for him . Was this the right decision ? He didn't eat and barely slept in the last week of his life . Last friday he started to do things that i wasn't used to from him and he made noises that were not his habit ... so i had to made the decision ... this was the most horrible decision of my life ...
I miss him . I'm exhausted , the last 6 months were completely based on the caring of Luna , and i don't regret i did that . I would do it again .

So i'm not sure when i'll be back on the blog , i need some time for myself and i'm looking for 2 new kittens because i need it . I need it to take care of animals , they are my life . So once i'll have the little furbabies , i'm going to spent some time with them , their education is very important and it will take a lot of time .
And of course i will show them to you guys .

But for now i need some time to grieve , my life was a tornado this year . So i hope 2015 will bring me some relief . I wish you all a Merry Christmas and a Happy 2015 . 
Love you all xoxo Luna